There is no going back

I have fallen for you

There is no going back

Thinking about those days

When I did not show empathy

When I wasn't a human being

I was in the dark dearest

raging with dark thoughts

And then You arrived

Talked to me through the book

You were The only light of my life

You were the only calmness to my chaotic mind

You were there for me all those nights when I cried into my pillow

I was inhumane

I was insane

You taught me to be a better human

But the sad part is I deviated again

And I realise it now

And I would love to become better again

There is a long way to go

But I will keep you in my mind and what you said