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Exile south of the border brother's ranch dust and quiet

Days bleed into nights no hustle no riot

Safe from the feds safe from the old valley heat

But mind locked in prison ghosts walkin my feet

Wife's ultimatum echo kids' laughter fade distant

Backyard grave haunt dreams every choice feel twisted

No whips no stacks just time starin back cold

Three years wonderin if the heart ever heal old

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Sun bake the regret tequila burn the flashbacks slow

Justin's bone shard memory blood rain I cant let go

Silence louder than screams mountains swallow the cries

Tired man breathin watchin life pass by

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3 years wanderin lost in the silence deep

Safe in the shadows but nightmares dont sleep

Time heal slow wounds or just numb the bleed

3 years tired soul beggin for peace mayne

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Life move on outside world spin without my weight

Brother talk deals soft open a guarded gate

Gringo fade slow JB whisper comin alive

Pay the price distant let the family survive

Kids grow in pictures wife's eyes colder than frost

Love buried backyard deep countin what it cost

Mental chains heavier than any prison steel

Three years teach patience make the broken kneel

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Sunsets over hills paint redemption maybe real

But South Texas curses linger hard to kill

Tired of runnin inside ready for the next play

Deal struck in the quiet home callin far away

[chorus]

3 years wanderin lost in the silence deep

Safe in the shadows but nightmares dont sleep

Time heal slow wounds or just numb the bleed

3 years tired soul beggin for peace mayne

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