Verse 1

I’m close to not caring, I’m done with the sharing

Every time I open up it’s blood in the air

I’ve bled for connections that never stay fair

Heart on the table, they leave it right there

I’m weak from watching selfish hands take and take

They plow straight ahead, never look, never wait

I swallowed my voice, called it keeping the peace

But silence got heavy, now it’s making me sick

Pre-Chorus

I trained my heart to be honest, to stay true

But nothing comes easy the way it seems to for you

My intentions fall flat, get twisted, misplaced

I give them my best, they give me disgrace

Chorus

(HOOK)

If I don’t love again, don’t call me cold

I carried too much for too long on my own

My heart still feels, yeah it always will

But I’m tired of bleeding just to prove that I’m real

So if I walk away, if I let it be

It’s not that I’m broken —

It’s because I’m weary

Verse 2

Sometimes I wonder if I’m paying a debt

For a life I don’t remember, a soul I regret

‘Cause the love that I give feels empty, misread

No meaning in the words when they leave my chest

My heart swells up, my eyes always tell

I can’t hide the weight of this personal hell

Surrounded by people, still alone in the room

Smiling through echoes of an empty truth

Pre-Chorus

I stayed too long, called it loyalty

But complacency’s poison, it’s killing me

I held the line, I played my part

Now I’m jaded from guarding a genuine heart

Chorus

If I don’t love again, don’t call me cold

I carried too much for too long on my own

My heart still feels, yeah it always will

But I’m tired of bleeding just to prove that I’m real

So if I walk away, if I let it be

It’s not that I’m broken —

It’s because I’m weary

Bridge

My life is my life

My strife is my own

I tried to save worlds

While losing my home

I know how to love

I just don’t know when

It stops being healing

And starts hurting again

Break

(half-time, emotional hit)

Don’t ask me for more

When I’m running on fumes

Don’t ask me to stay

In a heart-shaped wound

Final Chorus

If I don’t love again, don’t shame my soul

I gave it all till there was nothing to hold

My heart still beats, my scars still feel

But I won’t die slowly just to keep love ideal

So if I choose peace, if I set it free

It’s not that I’m heartless —

It’s because I’m wearyYeah…

Still human.

Still here.

Just weary.