PTSD is it who I wannabe?

V7.5

Lily Kotila

02:262025-10-2221

female country, country-pop, indie, indie-folk

[Intro] 
 0:00
[verse] 
 0:09
i just wanna cry 
 0:09
no idea why? 
 0:13
a release, an escape 
 0:15
from reality and the day 
 0:18
or the night 
 0:21
too hard to fight 
 0:22
the shed of the tear 
 0:25
kept so near 
 0:27
it's far from me ya know 
 0:28
not a place I wanna go 
 0:31
PTSD is a part of me 
 0:34
and I am who I wanna be 
 0:40
calloued soul yet feeling sentimentality 
 0:43
I'm not who I wanna be 
 0:49
it's a dichotomy 
 0:52
love what I do yet want to run 
 0:55
not to an escape of the sun 
 0:58
set me free 
 1:01
this trapped soul inside of me but wait 
 1:04
I like to be 
 1:08
in the now 
 1:13
to show the crowd what it's like 
 1:14
to reflect and mirror life's strife 
 1:17
you don't like to talk about the bad 
 1:21
talk about positive - that's all she said 
 1:24
so what 
 1:27
this song is a hybrid of a shared needing of updates 
 1:29
in technology 
 1:35
the join blend of you and me 
 1:37
XTC did god create me 
 1:40
please help 
 1:43
don't you dare 
 1:44
perhaps carried yet never been there 
 1:46
stay away and let me free 
 1:49
or watch and just let be 
 1:51
there's no finality 
 1:55
stop the whines 
 1:58
it's about time 
 1:59
get over PTSD 
 2:00
it was yet is not how I want to live and thrive 
 2:07
PTSD leads to demise of the self 
 2:12
of the soul, it gets boring and old 
 2:16

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